I only want one thing for Christmas. It doesn't cost a thing. But I don't know what I would do if I ever really got it...

I feel like I'm the best person I've ever been yet I feel like the worst. How does that even make sense? 

I feel like Alice falling down the rabbit hole. Not knowing whether the real world or Wonderland is where I belong. 

#feelingsometypeofway

Here's to something I said would be nothing...

I don't like who I am. 

I want to but I don't. 

I don't like my body. 

I don't like that I feel like I don't have a future. 

I don't like that I feel like I have to settle. 

I deserve better. 

When you feel like damaged goods it's hard to feel differently. When people treat you like damaged goods then there's no hope. 

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I feel like the "it" I'm in right now is a lot like a firework. Hot, exciting, and beautiful. But ultimately ends in disaster and dwindles down to absolutely nothing but ash.