Fear of Falling

Right now I'm afraid of falling. Falling for a hopeless. What's a hopeless? Well I'm not saying that the person is hopeless. I believe he has all the potential in the world. I just am afraid he's lost all hope. In people, the world, himself. And he doesn't want to change. What does that mean for me? One who is in desperate need of hope. 

Hard

Being a Christian and dating is hard. Sometimes just being a Christian is hard. While I know I believe with my full heart, it's hard bringing that into my personal life. This is because every thought and thing I do I feel guilty for. I need help. I need guidance. I need something because the person I thought I was is slipping quickly through my fingers.